Mind, You!

Am I good  or not?
Am I as good as I think or not as much?
I know a lot, at the same time I feel I don't know a lot
I am sufficient and feel insufficient too
I am recognized but I also encounter being undervalued
I am performing a very important role as well as not critical enough
I have these moments where I swing like a Pendulum
At times, I am in full swing and at times I am frozen
I know in my head that it is my decision what I feel and what I want to see
My mind plays these games with me
I can visualize you, my mind, with two threads pulling one on me or another, based on something transient, like your mood!
I imagine not responding to your games and traps
I imagine being still and observing what happens if I don't fall for them
Not to laugh at what mind, you are doing ...
More to find the right place for you
For you to be a tool and me not be a victim 
Afterall, the world's a stage and we are mere players, mind, you and me included.